“You are like a magnet”

Hey Girl,

Ok What is your secret? You are like a magnet, pulling me in every direction. I don’t know if you remember but one time when we were out side your house talking, and I was dropping off a kennel we had borrowed from your mom, I told you that I use the church as a excuse to talk to you. Its true, but now I am looking for every excuse I can, to call and hear your laugh and even your sigh. Even just to text you. When I call on my way home, I stop when I get to Macdonalds, to keep talking. I don’t want to stop talking. It is great to hear the love you have for your daughter. I hurt to hear the pain you have dealing with your mom. I have so many things I want to ask and learn about you. I fear that I am being to bold, that is why I keep asking if I make you nervous. I am worried that after you read this, you will run. If I am scaring you, please let me know, and I will run. I too, try to say what I feel, and I know that this may scare you off, which is the last thing I want. Please don’t let this scare you. I worry that others will notice me looking your direction, so I try hard not to stare. When you sat in front of us at church, I noticed every move you made, looking for signs of stress, (even a scowl) wanting to protect you. Hoping to see the spark in your eyes. I worry that you will think that I am just a married horn dog, I hope you don’t. I am not looking for anything, except to understand the things I feel. I want you to know, that I love my wife dearly. I would never let anything get in the way. And I also know that other real emotions exist out side of marriage. I told you one time that I have a story to tell you, I still do, and have been waiting for the right time. If this note doesn’t scare you off, then maybe soon. If you want to get me in real trouble, this letter would do it. I am taking that risk, hoping you understand. If I can borrow a couple of lines from the second song on the CD I gave you, “I don’t want to mess this thing up, I don’t want to push to hard”, “I don’t want to leave”, We don’t need to rush this, lets just take it slow”, “Lets do this right”.

 

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